I’m back!

I’m not dead.

OK, so it’s been months since my last post – literally. I know I know, what the fuck have I been up to? Was I in an accident or did I just somehow forget this blog existed?  Neither.


To be honest I can’t even be bothered trying to explain it but I’ve had so many dudes ask over the last month or so, so I guess I owe it to them & anyone else who comes to check this blog out. Plus it has been in the back of my mind, because I do & always will enjoy posting blogs. They just require time.

I can’t help but laugh, my last blog was dated 31st of October last year & titled ‘A Stalker?’ – hahaha fuck me it’s no wonder some people have been asking me if I’m alright & alive. Bit of an odd blog to just drop things & leave, but like I said I’m fine.

If anyone has followed the blog, you’ll know I now have a fulltime job, working 9-6 most weeks & 10-7 some other weeks. Feb 15th marks my 1.5 years working there actually. And I guess that 1 ½ years has finally caught up with me & has started to alter my life style. As you can tell when this blog first started – I had nothing but university to worry about & was a pretty free guy – which is why I was pumping out 3 sometimes 4 blogs a month. Of course I did have my waitering job on the weekends but it still didn’t seem to have as much affect as this job is now.

These days, Mon-Fri every week I get up early, go off to work & don’t walk in the door till 7pm – and on the weeks I do 10-7, I get home at 8pm – so it’s even worse. I get in the house put my bag on the chair & go up to my room & undress outta my work clothes & get into my normal clothes, then begin doing all the chores/house work that needs to be done. Feed the cats, check on & feed the fish, check on & water plants {its summer here so everything is dying out like crazy}, clean up, do dishes, put washing away etc etc etc. And by the time that’s done I usually collapse on my bed & have a nap for about 1-2 hours depending on how drained I feel. Then I wake up at about 10 or 11 & have something to eat & try to enjoy the rest of my free time.

Now it’s this free time that I would normally spend just cruising online, checking emails, facebook, blogs I follow, movie news,  xtube, this blog and all the rest of it. But there’s all this other stuff I wanna do as well – work out, watch TV, read my book, play with the cats, talk to my sis or mate or anything else that comes up. Its kinda hard to divide all the time I have up. And by the time the weekend rolls around I’m so fucken drained from work I just wanna spend most of it in bed, it’s hard enough trying to get up to go to the gym, or go out shopping somewhere.

I mean I know most of everyone in the working world works 9-5 with only the weekend free, but I have no fucking clue how they manage. I mean all week we have to be at work, and we only get 2 days free to do all the things we need for that week, just TWO days. For both things we WANT to do, but also to get things we NEED to do as well.

To cut it short & save all the explaining bullshit – I just don’t have as much time for the internet as I use to.

Of course I do log on everyday – although there might be an odd day a week I don’t get a chance to do even that – but I usually just quickly skim through my emails or just fuck round on facebook & check out some movie related webpages or a few other random things.

I remember the days when I’d spend hours upon hours online, watching random shit on YouTube, reading interesting blogs, talking to hot hunks on msn from all over the globe, even doing the odd cam show here & there {yes its true once upon a time I did use to love camming}, planning the next blog, or crossing between watching porn & replying to messages on xtube & other such sites such as manhunt/gaydar/gayromeo etc etc. Just to give you an idea of what’s its like nowadays – I don’t even have enough time to check all the websites I have profiles on, & some sites like gayromeo keep sending me emails saying I have messages in my inbox which are older than 2 weeks old & will be deleted. That’s fucked up.

And scariest of all, no lie, I have exactly 230 emails in my Xtube inbox which I still have not replied to.

I hate it, I honestly do. I love being online, replying to people who took the time to message me & saying something nice or commendable, which is why I have so many to reply to, I try my best to not be the ‘cheers, thanks’ type of guy. I like to be more personal & have depth which is hard when you have over 200 messages waiting & only a few hours each day of spare time with a million other more important things to do.

But I do love my job. I’m grateful to have it & I enjoy it. I just wish the days where longer & we got more time off, but then again doesn’t everybody? It’s so hard to fit in all the things I want to get done in a single night after work. Especially when I get off a crowded bus & want nothing more than to snuggle up in bed & rest my weary eyes when I walk in the door.

And the most frustrating thing of all is, when I do get time off, or there’s a holiday & I do actually have more free time – all I want to do is do things I wouldn’t normally be able to do because of work, so find myself laying out in the sun or pottering out in the garden or mucking round with my fish tanks or going out to the mall or going to see another movie etc. Just like yesterday in fact – it was a public holiday for Auckland. So I took advantage of sleeping in till bout 11:30 then spent the rest of the day out in the garden re-potting plants & doing weeding while listening to tunes on my iPod– I even swept the deck out & made everything nice & tidy. I just can’t win.

Most weeks I still manage to check most my pages/profiles but there are some weeks where I don’t even log on once, just depends on the week.

Well that was my little explanation if you will hahaha. I don’t even know if anyone will still continue to check this blog now it’s been abandoned since the end of last October, but ah well I’m not going to lose any sleep over it – I can’t afford to either haha, these days I need every minute of sleep I can get!

It’s good to be back here, and sorry if you’ve left a comment on one of these blogs but it still hasn’t been approved or replied too yet… I get about 500-600 spam comments on all my blogs in total on a daily basis. Right now I have 48,900 to sort through – which is never going to happen. So I really apologise about that, although it’s not my fault all these spammers are attacking my little blog – it doesn’t get that much fucking traffic either so not sure why they post here?!! Remember there are many other places to contact me….


So I guess I’ll leave it at that right now. Not sure if anyone even noticed but never did my annual movie award blog that I’ve done twice so far in this blogs existence. I’d really like to do one for 2012, so maybe will work on that next. But even if I don’t, I’ll try get a new blog up before 3 months is up hahahaha, shit still can’t believe it’s taken me that long to post again.

Maybe I might have to start making my blogs half as long as usual & maybe only use a few pics, because that would all help in speeding up the process of getting more blogs up. but I do like they way I’ve kept them over the years. I enjoy these blogs, I just wish, oh how I wish, I had more free time…..

Till next time guys ;)

oh & by the way, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year! Because I completely missed them. Hope 2013 is a good year for you all.

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33 Responses to “I’m back!”

  1. Mark Says:

    Great to hear from you! You haven’t lost everybody. Post whenever you have time, maybe I’ll try one of the “other” sites sometime. I’m in the position you used to be in – going to school working on a bachelor degree. Although I really would rather be working.

    Anyway, nice to have you back if only for a short bit. Maybe it would be easier to take photos of when you do things like gardening. That way you don’t have to make it a big effort going to the beach or into the woods.

    Take care. Merry Xmas and Happy New Year to you as well.

  2. Proudbator Says:

    Hey buddy. saw you yesterday at the Glenfield westfield walking past Farmers or thereabouts. Thought of saying hi but decided not to, u would think im one of ur stalkers. I still think we should work together sometime.
    :-)

  3. Kazario Says:

    Glad to hear you’re doin’ alright, D. I know how tough it is with work and all, but it’s good to have a job you love doing. ^_^ Speakin’ of which, I got volunteer work I’ll be starting on myself…so that means I can’t do much smut drawings. XD

    Btw, I’ve finished sketchin’ “Capt. DaveyBoy” today, so you’ll be able to get a peek of it in email. ;-)

  4. vinrock Says:

    Nice to hear from you :) Understand that youre a busy boy , but its so good to know you are keeping in touch with us adoring fans :)

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